Healing and Restoring: The Queen in Training

3 min readMar 30, 2021

So coming to the end of March and I realized going through my self-healing, self-love, finding myself in my quiet time (Prayer and Meditation), I am still healing from trials, heartbreak, anxiety, fears that were still living inside of me.

This month of March was extremely busy compared to last year’s March. I realized there was still so much to release, my anger, my worries, my pain, and vent whatever way helps me. Once I did this I was able to restore the confidence I had before when I never let any worldly or personal matters affect my happiness and faith.

Especially when you recognize how far you have come, shifting the process from low to high is good. I am definitely not the same woman I was last year, however acceptance of no control in life has helped. Being thankful to those who helped me place back on my crown, laughing at my own pain, embracing the new season, and staying positive.

I notice writing about my feelings helped, I do recommend this to anyone, to see the words in front of you help, so I can reflect on my day, what I feel this way and what will my approach be to keep my bubble back in peace and happiness.

Listening to a playlist to help me relax, doing the hobbies that make me happy, praying that’s what I must remember.

We all have our low days and high days, but on both days I try to repeat the things in my routine that keep me happy. Restore my inner child, before I used to let politics, society, and my own judgment affect my positive side.

sometimes we can be our own worse enemies, sometimes we judge ourselves way too harshly, sometimes we overthink. We must not allow our past, or mistakes, anxiety, life’s worries whether financial, relationships to affect the good change of who we are truly becoming.

Keep loving yourself, stay lifted and stay blessed.